blah blah blah

another one

2005-09-04T23:03:51Z

i met a guy..well he and i have talked for a few months but ...we just now started talking like on the phone and what not. we both like each other we realized we were rusing things so we backed off. tryin to start as friends and ease into the whole relationship mode. i really hope it does work, b/c honestly joseph is like the most wonderful guy i've met in awhile. he's intellegent, tslented, funny, enjoys some the the same things i do, sees people for their inner beauty as well as outer., hes not superficial, and he's just all around wonderful. i love him to death. and ya know what i could see my self very possibly comepletely falling for him. i dont wanna get my hopes up tjough. i am supposed to go stay with him for me bday. which i am looking fwd to. and i hope it goes excellently. cuz i enjoy him alot. anyway here are some pics...enjoy my lovies.

joseph lookin all sexy and rock n roll (didi mention he sings in a death metal band?)

me and ryan dunn!:

talk to the hand:

jadedpunkgirl @ 2005-08-21T18:07:00

2005-08-22T01:12:36Z

sooo i am having issues..c emailed me hes been cutting himself :( i have boy issues ...i am about to give up. cuz i feel i'll never find anyone. i wanted someone i can connect to on multiple levels. spiritual , mental, pyschical, etc. i want to be respected. ughhhhhhhhh

boy are dumb

2005-08-12T18:35:44Z

so i met this guy (he'll remain nameless). he seems really down to earth and cool.. kinda a punk hippie mix. and like i had the most azaing time with him yesterday.we cuddled a lil and flirted. and kissed. he came over twice yesterday and the second time he was all i wanna spend the night. so i was cool with it. i like having someone to sleep next to. well he like only mentions this chick in some passing about how he is taking her to the air port and stuff. we really had a nice time made plans for this weekend. etc. but he confuses me. cuz today he's all like my "inert name here" went back to england and i am sad blah blah blah. and i mean i dunno whats up. boys confuse me

blah

2005-07-30T15:51:02Z

so after 3 1/2 yrs i fianlly left and abusive relationship. i finally got the balls to just get up and leave. but then my one stronghold seems to have bailed on me. he says we need to cool down and he wants to get his head on straight first..but he loves me. but then i notice his ex g/f has been leaving him comments about how she misses him and they should talk. and i swear like a week ago it says she was single and now all of the sudden she's "in a relationship" and i haven't heard from him in a week. wtf am i supposed to think or do? i have never fallen this hard this fast and it feels like he was just snatched away. my friend says its not fair for him to just put me on the back burner like that. i dunno what to do anymore i feel like i lost everything. my kid, the guy i love, my whole life is falling apart before my eyes. :(

jadedpunkgirl @ 2005-04-18T11:28:00

2005-04-18T15:30:34Z

[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v470/niccipunkrocks/tat1.jpg[/img]

new ink!

jadedpunkgirl @ 2005-03-12T02:54:00

2005-03-02T15:53:19Z

i'm trying to find my real mom and dad no luck so far :(

as promised

2004-10-12T17:45:34Z

here's my new pic...

next tuesday is my bday i'll be 24 um this weekend is octoberfest i hope to take pics when i go. ummm thats about it oh an shout out to doug my wyht y lover! i miss talkin to you

jadedpunkgirl @ 2004-10-02T12:53:00

2004-09-30T17:02:51Z

so anyway live journal seems to be acting up on dates so i dunno whats up the real date is sept 30 and i am ed cuz some jerk off is hogging the un filtered computer and i just wanna u[p load pics onto myspace and would you hit this but no.. anyway thats about it new pics to follow

i'm no fucking dead

2004-09-23T18:46:16Z

so im back..i moved and i have been slack. theres not net at my new house right now. so i walk 7 blocks to get online but at leat i get excercise. anyway, not much has been up i chopped off my hair i have been to a couple of shows other than that just trying to get the house in order. hopefully new pics will but up REALLY soon. anyway thats about it

fuuuccckkkk

2004-06-28T15:11:35Z

i hate landlords. that is all

ehhh

2004-05-29T03:46:01Z

i really don't have much to say i'll have nbew pis soon thats about it i may have a new tattooo come monday if i do i'll post it . anywho

another song

2004-05-17T18:49:36Z

All I ever needed was to eat popcorn with you,
Come on over,
Watch the late show,
Stay up talking until two

Today's the day you're leaving,
And tomorrow you'll be gone
You're in my heart and on my mind,
I will bring you along

Everything sucks when you're gone,
Everything sucks when you're gone

A dream of our reunion makes me crazy just to think,
How so very far away you are,
My hope begins to sink

Today's the day you're leaving,
And tomorrow you'll be gone
You're in my heart and on my mind,
I will bring you along

Everything sucks when you're gone,
Everything sucks when you're gone

It's not ok,
I've baked dinner here for two,
And it's not ok,
I've got candles lit for you,
And It's not ok,
I've got you're favorite records out,
And it's not ok,
You should have let it be,
And ran after me

Today's the day you're leaving,
And tomorrow you'll be gone
You're in my heart and on my mind,
I will bring you along

Everything sucks when you're gone,
(I want you! I need you!)
Everything sucks when you're gone
(I want you! I need you!) [x2]

i'm just a girl

2004-05-07T14:36:39Z

jadedpunkgirl @ 2004-05-05T09:21:00

2004-05-05T13:22:05Z

Beatrix Kiddo (Black Mamba)

You're the Bride! Strong and determined, you can do anything once you set your mind to it. You long for vengeance and for a happy ending, and will do anything to achieve them.</font>

Kill Bill: Which Deadly Viper Assassin Are You? (Vol. II spoilers... results with pics)

since i don't have much to taalk about

2004-05-04T16:53:37Z

i am gonna share lyrics to one of my fave songs:

4 dead cheerleaders by DKM

[Buy " " CD]

Tammy flunked a test yesterday and all she does is cry
if they kick her off the cheerleaders squad
she knows she's gonna die
she can't even go home at night because she is so afraid
that her parents might ground her
'cause she didn't make the grade
now her friends won't understand they might even laugh at her,
now she's feeling overwhelmed succumbing to the pressure
so she wrote a little note and addressed it to her mom
she said i hope this brings you peace
pray for me until i'm gone.

Lately something's wrong with jane she's always late for school
she can't take another day of her girlfriends being cruel
she's great on all the football fields ringing out all the cheers
but in the halls of school she gets tormented by her peers
as long as she's a cheerleader everything's gonna be alright
but unlike all the othergirls she's home at friday nights
just to be excepted once, was her one and only wish
but she never was at all
she sliced her lovely wrists.

Marsha was a straight A girl on the cheerleadrs team
everyone thought she was stupid
always lost in a big dream
and they named her shitt was stinging cause of the way that she would talk
all the girls would laugh behind her back
and the boys stopped the ball to mock
and now she's feeling so bad she's refusing to speak
her parents are a bit worried
she hasn't spoken in a week
it's like she's crying out for help and it seems she lost all hope
her parents found her a day later hanging from a knotted rope.

Nancy's got the worst of it because she's prettiest
everyone thinks she's conceited she always looks her best
she goes out with all the football guys and every one thinks she
is much too popular not to have lost her virginity.
she has no one she can turn to when she's feeling really sad
and last night on her date some guy raped her really bad
all she wanted was to be loved but she always felt so cheap
so she stole some sleeping pills ate them all and when to sleep

Stupid reasons why (reasons why...)
they all had to die (suicide...)
Stupid reasons why (resons why)
they all had to die (suicide)
stupid reasons why (reasons why)
they all had to die (suicide)
stupid reasons why (resons why)
they all had to die
suicide... suicide.... suicide... suicide....

ok

2004-05-03T13:36:48Z

ok so yeah...there's this person right..that i had a falling out with..and he'll prolly read this and what not..and i said some stuff out of anger..and ya know what i'm sorry. i say that stuff doesn't mean i always mean it..all i can so is fucking say i'm sorry...take it or leave it.
i am tired of letting myself get hurt by stupid petty bullshit. i have been hurt enough in my life i have had way too much bullshit more than a person should ever endure. and with the bullshit i am going through right now...i really need my friends there for me. but oh well i'm strong and i am gopnna make it no matter what anyone says or thinks about me.
i'm so fucking tired of beinb stepped on,used, hurt and just fucking insecure. i've come so close to just giving up..but ya know i have a fucking good reason not to and thats the only person that is absolutely #1 to me and thats nicholas.

jadedpunkgirl @ 2004-05-01T10:32:00

2004-05-01T14:33:01Z

i fucking hate being sick

wahhhh

2004-04-30T21:07:55Z

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rahhhhh

2004-04-30T14:23:03Z

fuck you fuck you fuck you! i fucking hates liars but i think i metioned that oh and i hate faggy lil goth boys and poplayers and people who are full of shit and god dammit i fuckingg just hate most everything right now.

jadedpunkgirl @ 2004-04-30T08:59:00

2004-04-30T12:59:28Z

i hate fucking liars

jadedpunkgirl @ 2004-04-25T14:53:00

2004-04-25T18:53:57Z

no punk rock prom for nicci :(

it can't rain all the time

2004-04-23T15:37:18Z

i feel better today :) i have realized that i can't be mad at everyone b/c i have some awesome people and my life that i thank god everyday for they are such godsends. they know who they are. i'm looking fwd to the next month. punk rock prom and a trip with michelle. its all good :) plus i have people that really care about me. i love you guys..but there are still some people that truely do suck. but we won't get into that

jadedpunkgirl @ 2004-04-22T08:50:00

2004-04-22T12:52:25Z

i hate people right now. all of them well maybe not all of them but i do hate liars, and people that never really tell you how they feel. i hate people who think its ok to treat you like shit one minute then 5 minutes later wanna hug you and act like nothing ever happened FUCK THAT . god damn i am so sick of all this its pathetic

wow

2004-04-21T18:37:37Z

so like yeah life is so freakin crazy right now ...but i'm really happy

stolen from aaron

2004-04-19T17:57:18Z

1. studded belt - 2 points: 0
2. dyed black hair - 2 points: 2
3. thick rimed glasses - 2 points: 2
4. tight shirts/pants - 2 points each: 12
5. gaudy belt buckle - 2 points each: 0
6. clothing bought from a thrift store - 2 points each: 20
7. having hair with bangs longer than the rest - 2 points: 0
8. trucker hats - 2 points: 2
9. messenger bag - 3 points: 3
10. livejournal/myspace/friendster account - 2 points each: 6
11. saucony/new balance/ converse shoes - 2 points per pair: 2
12. mountian climbing key thingy - 2 points: 0
13. X'd up mosh gloves - 10 points: 0
14. scarf - 2 points: 0
15. refering to bands as acronyms - 2 points: 2
16. vegan diet - 5 points: 0
17. vegetarian diet - for shame, no points: 0
18. food not bombs participation - 5 points: 0
19. straight edge - 5 points: 0
20. aspiring photographer - 3 points: 3
21. using adj from the late 80's/ early 90's (i.e. rad,
gnarly, rockin', etc.) 1 point for each word in vernacular: 4
22. pins/buttons 1/2 point each: 1/2
23. plugs/body piercings - 2 points each: 24 (unless you count ones i took out then 28)
24. vinyl collection - 10 points: 0
25. moldy peaches fan - 10 points: 0
26. liking metal seriously - deduct 5 points: -5
27. liking metalcore - 5 points: 5
28. reading books over 300 pages long - 3 points: 3
39. riding a bike - 5 points: 0
30. participating in "the mosh" - 5 points: 5
31. tea aficianado - 5 points: 0
32. writing poetry - 5 points: 5
33. attended 50 shows or more in a year - 2 points: 0
34. attending hell fest - 5 points: 0
35. being in a band - 5 points: 0
36. working at an indy record store/health food store - 5 points: 0
37. clapping during midpaced part of a song - 5 points: 5
Total = 85 lol

0-24 - poser! get out or be forced out.
25-44 - beginner. attend more shows, buy more records, you'll be fine.
45-74 - scenester. you've been around awhile and you know what's up, good job.
75 - or more - GOD! i bow to thee with your knowledge of everything hardcore.